Part Two Chapter Three

After our sexual encounter we began to meeting each other several times. I was happy with Julia, but can still not get over the fact that she does not really want to rebel against Big Brother. She only want to overcome the system and satisfy herself. She has no intention of future rebellion. But tends to think of a brighter future than I. I do not know how she is content. Though our relationship is of love, I can use her as a formidable source of information and learn about the party. I told her of my dream about Katherine, and said that it did I did not really push her off the cliff. I does and will not make any difference in my life and will still be controlled my Big Brother.