Part Three

I am relieved to be out of The Ministry of Truth, and am thankfull for O'Brien shifting my life around. I finally see now, how life should be in Oceannia, becuase when ever I have the slightest bit of doubt in my mine I know everything is the way it should be, and for a good purpose. I feel fine. WAR is PEACE, FREEDOM is SLAVERY, and IGNORANCE is STRENGTH. A full on rebellion would have been achieved by now, and what good is changing the world for the "better" when we are being cared for. That is a prophetic slogan to live by, and with that I am thankfull for having Big Brother as our leader, I think it will catch on. I am through with Julia and feel no need to endure in sexuall relation, the world will change for the better, I know this to be so. To keep us happy and knowing we are being guided by a friend who will guide me, that of Big Brother. I am thrilled to finally be free of depressive and oppressive thought. Hail Big Brother!

Part Two Chapter Eight

I was excited when visiting O'Brien, It was even more exciting to belive in the little luxury he has. I deffinitely surprised me when turning off the telescreen, and explained that this could oly be done for half an hour. He spoke of Emmanuel Goldstein and how the brotherhood too was real. I admitted that I was a follower, and mentioned Julia as well. He walked me through the initiation prossess and I sing a song along with him to comfirm I am part of the order. He handed me a book copy from Emmanual Goldsteinthat showed his intentions, priciples, what is right and wrong.

Part Two Chapter Seven

I awoke one night above Mr. Charrington's shop, I dreamt of my mother, and I felt grief to believe that I might have been the one to cause her death. I understand that my subconscious is the treu means to keep me sane, and know of the truth. Now that I am residing in the shop, I understand the chances of getting caught have risen.

Part Two Chapter Ten

I awoke to the singing voice of the red armed woman. It was the second time that I heard her and I think that she is lush. Julia awoke and we both stared into her grace.

Part Two Chapter Nine

I am though with work; it is too much sometimes especially during HateWeek. And "switching enemies" was the least of what I had expected. O'brien bequeathed a book to me entitled The Theory and Practice of Oligarchical Collectivism. I was reading it above Mr. Charrington's shop and I am certain that it is false. AsI was reading this tiring section, Julia comes in and cuddles with me. I begin to read to her, but felt as though she was in slumber. I turned to her, and there she was asleep. Her state soon transfered to mine, and I began to dose off wondering, how sanity is not statistical.

Part Two Chapter Six

The day of O'brien's meeting finally came, and the best part about it was that he was rebel like me. We met in the hallway of the Ministry of Truth. It was as this day was destined after my thought crime I commited, and to think that he wil be a powerful ally indeed. I hope that the Ministry of Love holds a fate greater than this wonderful meeting. I feel glorious that he is on my side.

Part Two Chapter Five

Everything seems to be on steroids when preperation fo hateweek comes. I had a strange and hopefull dream that Katherine died, giving me the true means to be with Julia and marry her. I grow more fond of the small rooom I purchased above Mr. Charrington's room. Streamers are hung everywhere by Mr. Parsons. I caught him and his children singing the "Hate Song" and cringed from the sight. I discussed the link btween me and O'brien but she seems to ignore tmy statemanet and began speaking of Party inventions. I mustered the bit of anger I had and scolded her. Her only ocupation seems to dwell with us and nothing else. She rebels by stealing and having sex with members witch is not the very most of what a rebel shoud be doing.