Part Two Chapter Five

Everything seems to be on steroids when preperation fo hateweek comes. I had a strange and hopefull dream that Katherine died, giving me the true means to be with Julia and marry her. I grow more fond of the small rooom I purchased above Mr. Charrington's room. Streamers are hung everywhere by Mr. Parsons. I caught him and his children singing the "Hate Song" and cringed from the sight. I discussed the link btween me and O'brien but she seems to ignore tmy statemanet and began speaking of Party inventions. I mustered the bit of anger I had and scolded her. Her only ocupation seems to dwell with us and nothing else. She rebels by stealing and having sex with members witch is not the very most of what a rebel shoud be doing.