Part One Chapter Six

It sickens me to think of our society as a place where sex is only good for the production of party members. I think we should be free a little and when ever we please, do what we please. It is the only bit of humanity and happiness that remains within us. Once sex is gone, like all the other human ways, there will be no species of human, but that of something else. I hated Katherine and frankly I never really knew why I married her. Was it because I needed to fit in with our current society? Was it because marrying her kept me from doing acts of rebellion that I might have thought before? I wish she were dead so that I may move on to another love that is true, that of, possibly, the dark haired girl. I once was with a prole prostitute. She was indeed ugly but I did it anyway as a small form of rebellion. I long for the day to curse out my mind in public to relieve the anger and depression I have within, at least for a while. I would soon tire, and become depressed, knowing that this life is unbearable and uneasy.